Friday, August 22, 2008

Never let the things you want, make you forget the things that you already have

Hey, you're going to leave soon-eh? I never expect it to be that early. There's one thing which I dont really understand. Among all of your friends, why would choose me to tell? In my mind, I dont recall anything special I did for you. We're friends all along. Well, at the most, I only SMS and phone call you. Are you sure of your departure? Is leaving the best way to settle everything? Try asking yourself. All of a sudden, I felt like there're a lot of things to tell you and those are only for your ears. Please dont ask me what's my feeling now. Why do people always regret in the end for not appreciating what they've now? I only came to realize this important message a few days ago after you told me about your departure. Anyway, I dont know what can I do for you. For now, I only want to live in a part of your memory. I dont mind my existence is kept in a small corner.


I made a new poem, I cant seem to give a suitable title to it. Anyway, you people enjoy it. Feel free to leave any comment.


Giving someone all your love is never an assurance
That they'll love you back.

Some people are just not meant to be in your life,
No matter how much you want them to be.

You hug them goodbye like it's nothing..
While all you want to do is hold on forever..

I used to smile when I told people that you were mine..

BUT now,

I can't even smile and say your name at the same time...

As much as I love you,
I have to say goodbye..

Because I know you would be happier if I let you go..

I`m sorry if I made you cry,
I`m sorry if tears fell from your eyes..

But remember,
For every tear that fell from your eyes,
Too fell from mine..

Missing you isn't the hardest part,
Knowing I once had you,
Is what breaks my heart..

I'll never forget the times we once shared,
And I`ll always remember how much you once cared..

Now it's over,
It's time to move on..

It's never easy to see you turning back..
But, I have to take the pain..

And cry all the way home..
Because I know it will never be the same..

I know when you leave,
Distance will keep us apart....

But distance,
No matter how far,

Can't change this feelings in my heart..

Just turn your head when you see me,
I will understand..

One day,

I will be able to look you in the eye..
Without feeling the pain..

I've caused you..

I hope in time,

You will be happy as you call my name,

Once again.......

Happiness is too far for us now...

But even it it's near,
I know it will be hard for us to get there...




Ragards,
When Hell BREAKS Loose

1 comment:

dontxtell said...

i randomly read ur blog.. and oh my god.. wow.. i think u got talent.. thank u for the poem =)