An Evening Conversation

Modern Warfare says:
-Errr, you two chose to remain as friends, that's all?
Risa Harada says:
-uh huh
-rather than hurting each other
Modern Warfare says:
-Yikes, why hurting?
Risa Harada says:
-he never makes time for me
-no effort to call me nor send me a message
Modern Warfare says:
-Perhaps I should do the same thing
-I know how it feels
Risa Harada says:
-O_O
-I was there
-all night
-waiting for him
-always waiting
-and when he comes online he doesn't talk to me much
-Modern Warfare says:
-For a guy like him, what'd he be busy with anyway?
-Well because of studies? Or work?
Risa Harada says:
-he said studies
-but grr
-I'm also studying too
-but I make time for him
-not fair
-sooo i decided to love myself more..
Risa Harada says:
-HANG ON!!
Modern Warfare says:
-Ah, okay
Risa Harada says:
-ohhh no
-i might need to log out
-soon
->__<
Modern Warfare says:
-Ah, it's almost dinner time already
Risa Harada says:
-no no
-haha
Modern Warfare says:
-But before you leave, Risa
Risa Harada says:
-I'm in a cafe remember?
-my time is about to end
-sure?
Modern Warfare says:
-I think I'm going need an advice from you
Risa Harada says:
-oh
Modern Warfare says:
-So, who was the one who suggested this to remain as friends?
Risa Harada says:
-we both decided
Modern Warfare says:
-It appears I'm in the same boat as you the last time
-I'm the one who always do the waiting
Risa Harada says:
-after a long time of no communication...
-we got to talk
-and it was really awkward
-there's an uneasy feeling
Modern Warfare says:
-Wouldnt you feel hurt once the decision is made?
Risa Harada says:
-well.. i told you i decided to love myself more
-i thought
-if i always wait for him.. the more pain I'm inflicting to myself
Modern Warfare says:
-To love myself more, yeah, you've got a point there
Risa Harada says:
-he didn't gave me a reason for me to wait
-i waited on my own
-and when realization struck me
Modern Warfare says:
-Isnt studies is his reason?
Risa Harada says:
-but I'm studying too
-and i'm about to graduate that time
-I'm the busier one
-but I waited for him
-in his absence. I remembered something he told me oncwe
Modern Warfare says:
-I see, I see
Risa Harada says:
-*once
Modern Warfare says:
-You see, this is my very first love, I found it rather hard for me to give up in this
Risa Harada says:
-he said: "the thing I like most about you is your self respect"
Modern Warfare says:
-And rationally, I should be doing the same thing as you did
Risa Harada says:
-I realized I'm losing my self respect when I wait for him
-Sy
-you love her right?
Modern Warfare says:
-Yeah, of course I do
Risa Harada says:
-love is not suppose to hurt
-when you love, you sacrifice.. but if loving someone is already killing you.. think of yourself
Modern Warfare says:
-Yeah, why didnt I think of that?
-I'm completely blind in such situation
Risa Harada says:
-you always have to love yourself
-then you can see and think over things that occurred to you
Modern Warfare says:
-Oh, thank you, Risa, I just got to realise it now
Risa Harada says:
-did I help?
-:)
Modern Warfare says:
-Yeah, in a very meaningful way
Risa Harada says:
-you helped me too
-by always listening to my stories :)
Modern Warfare says:
-I got very impatient lately
Risa Harada says:
-and being a true friend :D
Modern Warfare says:
-I listen, because I always treat you as a real friend
-=D
-The same case here
Risa Harada says:
-impatient with?
Modern Warfare says:
-Small matters, mostly waiting during traffic jams
Risa Harada says:
-XDDD
Modern Warfare says:
-I tend to cut lanes LOL
-Say, which reminds me, what time you'll be elaving?
-leaving*
Risa Harada says:
-in a few minutes
-i might as well say good bye now
Modern Warfare says:
-No, not good bye, Risa
Risa Harada says:
-always take care Sy!
Modern Warfare says:
-But
-Smell ya
Risa Harada says:
-Smell ya!!!
-:D
Modern Warfare says:
-Same goes to you, have a great life
-Smell~!!
Risa Harada says:
-you too! :D
Modern Warfare says:
-=D

Regards,
SY Leong